i got given a major responsibility last month, but everything is in full gear towards the pending tournament in early march. bloody hell! i like life without any duty! nothing but the usual banal routine!!!...i dont like being trusted (and thrusted) with certain responsibilities. i like being seen as an incompetent so i wont be bothered with all the other stuff other people like to do so that they'll be in the limelight...i like obscurity. fine, certain people apparently "see" my potentials and want me to prove myself that i am who they see i am...i know i can do it, but then again, having lived a life of a carefree incompetent...errr, free-spirit (? hahaha!) is SO much fun.
the evenmore lower downside, everybody that has requests, dissatisfaction, complaints, they'll come to me...eh, why? like i care? (i have to though, it's me job innit?)...i mean that's what the co-ordinator is for and i'm only the one to write the letters and distribute ...
i'm a not normally a whinging ungrateful cow you know, sometimes i smile
