forgive me for i have sinned...

it has been 5 months and 22 days since my last entry.

not for the lack of anything to say, but for the lack of commitment mostly...time being the essence bacuse i have too much things to do at the same time, too many ideas to put forward (and never brought to materialised), that whatever little time i got left i used it all up for rest and sleep...mostly sleep, because (i think at least) i lack it.

i also promised myself that i'd never put in anything negative and vicious in, but anything i ever wanted to say (read: vent), is always negative. i hate this, i'm annoyed at that, i think it's unfair this, that person is crap, etc etc...it's never "i heart this and that so much that..."; i mean i'd like to have the opportunity to do so, but then again, happiness doesn't always make you want to rant about anything now would it?